I do have a series of repeating dreams about me coming back to Hewlett Packard site in Corvallis. Remember being on the site; the large young crowd of new employees, all in their early thirties, is there. I am also there walking around, but nobody knows who I am and people are mostly ignoring me. I believe I was there already not as an employee, but as a guest, so it felt as being an unwanted visitor/guest nobody cares about.
Another version came out today; I mostly have forgotten it. I do recall being at HP Corvallis when major layoffs were announced; the people are stressed out and not sure what to do next in this small town. This time I was an employee as well and fully shared the fears and confusion of others.